| | im obssessed with green day
especially their song 'give me novacaine'. thats all i listen to over & over on my music player...either that, you're so last summer, or im not okay. taking back sunday, my chemical romance, and green day. three of my favorite bands ever.
today was an okay day, i mean...not the best except for i saw mexican, mexican's CUTE doggy, and jeffrey. alan too, but i see him every day & im mad at him, for everything (read my past entry). i was so happy when i saw jeffrey & mexican, i bumped into them twice today cause i went out around four just to go be with my friend, or maybe more than friend? but both times i only talked to them for 15 minutes through fences so ui couldn't hug them and that makes me sad :(
i actually liked jeffrey at one point, cause we had become really close thanks to kenia, so i liked him, and then i got over it. moved on to andrew, then back to eddie again. then RUBEN ahh!
but back to my jeffrey/mexican story...i saw them both, and alan, i was mad happy...but then i started little by little to think more & more & more about alan and before i knew it, there were tears rolling down my cheeks because i couldn't help but cry about all the shit he has done to hurt me & all the shit i did once before to hurt him. and i felt like a heartless bitch who turned him down & then hipcritically came back asking for him to fall in love with me.
i hate emo felt entries, so im not going to type what i was going to start with..i'll just end it right here with a goodbye, with a hey, with a have a nice day
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| | Posted 3/24/2005 8:51 PM - 1 View - 6 eProps - 3 comments
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