| | something i emailed someone a close friend;
ruben sort of changed him, you know with the smoking and shit, cause ruben smokes too...but i can accept it from ruben cause i've grown to love him & everything about him, every little detail, every little flaw and i love him. but alan, i expected better and more sweet behavior from him...he was the first boy who accepted me for who i was, and i threw it in his face and then hipocritically grew to start liking, and maybe even loving him. i guess im just not the same person anymore...i have changed, a lot. i mean, all the guys ive done shit with this year made me a lot much of a better person cause i've realized my mistakes & i just don't know why i could ever hurt alan like that because i know now how he felt when i told him "no" & i feel like a heartless, careless bitch.
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| | Posted 3/23/2005 9:18 PM - 1 View - 6 eProps - 3 comments
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